Happy New Year guys! I wish my friends and watchers a very good year for 2010. Sorry if your message box is already cramped with "Happy New Years", I know mine is. lol And I apoligise if I sound depressing or whiny in this journal, coz that's just how I am. lol

2009 was...my most uneventful year, at the age of 16 i learnt the meaning of loss and fail (before then I've never failed anything at school. T_T)...something changed, and i no longer believe in "friends forever" or true love. Even now, somehow, I'm stuck in that lost and confused mode, I just need to move on. *sigh*

But the bad luck didn't extend to the arty part of my life. XD I had a smooth year on DA, starting with DD in Jan, and then growing number of watchers. Thanks everyone! And then Doujin was very fun too....so yeah. lol

I hope my 2010 will be better off than last year. (Although magazines said people of year of the monkey aren't gonna be smooth sailing in 2010...TOT)

My goals this year:
1) Get Art/Design scholarship.
2) Do better in maths, physics, hopefully english (but that's just hopeless. -_-)
3)Decide where I'm going next year. (It's saddening seeing everyone has chosen their own paths, the typical courses:accounting, economics...etc. all things that's easy to find a job in the future. I gotta face it, designer or artist isn't exactly the easiest job to find)

4)Publish a manga
This is my dream since 3 years ago, I've just turned 17, and in 335 days I'll be 18, which is when my dream is suppose to have accomplished. But as days go by, I'm getting less serious about it, perhaps deep down I've already admitted that it's impossible. I'm afterall, only an illustrator, not a storyteller. But I'll try my best. XD Ganbatte ne!

Comission Progress
1. 1X waist up, two characters

Tutorials
~CG Tutorial
~Watercolour Tutorial

Collab
(??)
(more like a quick sketch/doodle. lol)